Friday, April 18, 2014

The world through my lens:

Hello my beautiful dolls, I know I haven't been posting what so ever on here but I've been busy with a lot, especially since I GOT ENGAGED! Since then, I've been busy with planning and what not but I've been squeezing time to do photo shoots of my betty Stephanie and I've been thinking and you know what? I should start posting my photography! The one thing that I love to do is this and I need to share it! I hope you enjoy (:

Model: Stephanie Tep (

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Camouflage Dear

Today is another month we celebrate our time together, a month where we're thankful that our souls have intertwined. Truly a man who has captured me whole, allowing me to be myself and loving every bit of it. My soul truly belongs with you, no where else but right here. I love you dear, to the moon and back.

Monochromatic Mermaids

This is my roommate Stephanie, an amazing woman whose soul is bold and full of spirit. We're very similar is many ways, we tend to think and dress alike. I know she'll be posting these photos on her blog soon ( but I thought I would take the chance to say how much I appreciate the friendship we have. She has been there for me when I truly needed a helping hand and a shoulder to lean on. I'm honored to be able to capture her photos every other week of her beauty and the inspiration fashion she has. Cheers to my mermaid and the her blossoming future.

It's been awhile my darling.

I feel like I continue to come back on my blog, then leave and then find my way back to it. I also feel like a completely horrible blogger, seeing as how I never stay on top of updating on how my life is going and what not. So here, an update (:

I'm back in school, it's hard, definitely. I'm attending my morning classes, trying to find time to spend with Brian and with Kylee, then I have work most days and always on the weekend. I'm trying to cram everything together to somehow make it all work without me somehow falling apart. I'm happy, don't get my wrong, it's just I wish it was easier, you know? Easy enough for me to spread everything out and have enough time for each individual thing in my life and just be at ease. Not rushing, not pulling on all my strings to make sure I'm not disappointing everyone around me, and not forcing myself to exhaustion. If only it was simpler but it's not and I'm okay with that.

Aside from that, I definitely will be updating more, poems, other writings and pictures! So stay tuned for that. Alright dolls, I'll talk to you next time.

Love and bunnies,

Monday, July 29, 2013

Folk Festival

The Folk Festival is an event that Lowell has every year. It's an amazing 3 day celebration full of music, food and activities. I've lived here for about 5 years and never once attended any of it's ambiance but this year, I finally was able to walk through the streets full of happy faces and inhale the aroma of mouth watering food. It was nice to be able to see how the city comes together to put such a wonderful and eventful festival together for all of those who live in the city as well as for those who live outside of it. Most of all, this time of the year is important to Brian since his mother volunteered every year to help out with the tent for the Laos temple. I wanted to experience it all to know what is such an important aspect of his life. 

Thursday, July 25, 2013

Ying Yang

A few weeks ago, Brian and I attending a black and white affair party for a friends launching of his clothing line, TRIVD. We decided that each of us would dress entirely in black and white and I'm happy how our outfits turned out, even though he went out of his way to making sure his outfit was all white. It was my first time ever attending an event like that so I was extremely excited to experience it with him. He always pushes me to explore the world more especially with his hand in mine.

Love and bunnies,

Placing certain parts on hold.

So yesterday I made a huge decision to place my social media life on complete hold. I deleted all my accounts and honestly, I believe I made a great decision. I feel like everything from Instagram to Facebook has been a distraction and I haven't been focusing on what's important in my life, especially since school is slowly approaching, I need to buckle down.

Aside from that, I've been such a slacker when it comes to this blog. I haven't posted anything worth reading or worth looking at. I know I started up my youtube channel but honestly, I'm just not motivated to continue it since I won't have time at all to shoot, edit and keep up with it. So I think this blog will just be a place for me to post my thoughts, updates on how my life is going and pictures of myself and Brian.

Also breaking news, I'm blonde no more!
Another drastic decision, I changed my hair to brown and had my stylist cut off about 4 inches of hair. I feel refresh and it's amazing (: Hope my darlings are doing well.

Love and bunnies,